rainy weather is my favourite kind of weather. it's conducive to reflecting, I think. I think I'm happy where I am so far in my training and life in general. As far as social things go, I think the longer I spend single the less I really care about it all. It's not really important for me to date or pursue an engagement or get married even. I'm happy with my family and just working.
I worry more about having time for my creative pursuits, which I think I actually gain more fulfillment from. It'd be nice to spend more time with my friends, but I almost never have the energy or motivation for it, because there are so many other things to do and I don't have the same connection with them like others do. I feel like I'm left out from a lot of things, or people just aren't interested in having me around. which is alright, really. even though I'd be happy with people I connect with better, I'm happy where I am and when I find them it'll just be a nice change to things.
this is a song by one of my favourite musicians, originally by the Smiths.
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