Friday, May 20, 2011

Smiles/Some Things Last Forever.

I know, it's a cheesy title.  But I'll never forget the time I saw a patient on rounds who was in serious condition after a certain disease process took hold, severely compromising their ability to breathe and communicate (I'm protecting patient confidentiality, I know it might subtract a little from the story).  It was one of my first experiences with a patient so close to passing on, and I smiled at the patient when she brought her eyes up to mine, that's all I could do.  It was like I was gripped by sadness inside but also reaching for a little bit of warmth inside of me to share.

I hope it warmed their heart just a little.  I don't think about this episode that often, but it's already one of those things that never leaves me.  Beforehand I was told the patient wouldn't make it, but still, I hope that whenever they passed, they did so surrounded by people who loved them and will continue to remember them.  I know I will.

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