Not to be funny, but I think I actually don't have much to write here. I've been single for a pretty long time, but I dunno, I feel almost like it's normal and comfortable for me to just work all the time and kind of live life by myself. Yea I've gone on plenty of dates since medical school started, but it wasn't really anything I'd pursue. It's pretty weird for me seeing people around my age married, I personally think I wouldn't be able to handle it. Not that I'm afraid of commitment (I think if something's great, hold on to it), but, yikes. Oh well, I'm glad that's not a problem at this moment, haha.
Paraphrasing a Smiths song, like any other human being, I'd like to just kind of connect with someone and cultivate something good. There've been a couple of girls I've been hanging out with, but we've gotten really busy with our rotations and I figure, if they're really that interested, they'd text now and then and we'd make plans to meet up. I just sort of feel like they're not into me, and well, that's cool, I have plenty of work to do.
I'm also a person who finds comfort in work. I work away my sorrow a lot of the time and that's pretty adaptive, at least in this kind of career. oh well.
here's a song that makes me think of a certain girl. I'm lame. ha.
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