For some reason I feel lonelier after learning about the suicides of Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain.  Before that, we lost Chester Bennington, Chris Cornell, and Avicii to suicide as well.

I think 3 people over the past four months have asked how I'm doing and one of them genuinely cared.  Other than that I feel pretty alone. 

I feel like I'm making my way through a dark forest where unseen things scrape and sting me.  Sometimes I'll reach a small clearing where the moonlight spills, with more forest and darkness ahead of me. I have to keep going and find my way out, alone or with help.