Just trying to get through this rotation a day at a time.  Yesterday was my worst day a work in a few months, absolutely terrible.

I'm hoping today is better.  A good bit of residency is also getting over things and suppressing bad memories.  This week has to be better.

I'm going to likely try "micro blog" style from now on because my time is so limited but I don't exactly want to open a Twitter account. 

I just really need a place to express myself and maybe someone will hear my voice and listen.  I've tried talking with other doctors about my situation but we all get busy and lose touch. 

Thanks to everyone for their kind messages of support.  Residency is difficult and made worse when you have the blues.