I feel so weary.  I feel like I'm beyond coffee helping me feel like I can cope with the day.  By the end of this week I'll have gone 2 weeks without a day off.  I'm so emotionally exhausted and I don't think I've had enough time when I'm not exhausted physically to just decompress and reflect. 

Sometimes I wish I were simpler and didn't think so much.  I'm getting through life one day at a time and sometimes an hour or a task at a time.

I miss my upper level resident friends who graduated and moved away, too. I feel like that adds to things.

Maybe one day things will get better