I'm overworked and tired. I go so long without eating I start getting anxious with sympathetic discharge from my blood glucose dropping and I just have to find a good window of time to go eat and feel better. Medicine is so difficult and consuming. It consumes both your time and your physical reserve. I'm hoping to hit my stride however, if that will ever happen.
I also took a girl out on two dates. We've probably known each other for 2 months now. But she's pretty much ignored me for about a week so I'm kind of done. Rude. Thought things were going really well too. But that's alright..I have work and have to study for my licensing exam. I'm worn out psychologically and physically from these past few weeks. But I think whenever you feel at your lowest, there's always something you can find that'll get you back to where you want to be.
Sometimes you just need an outlet. For me, it's music. Dance yrself clean.
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