I prepared myself to have a bad day and not really expect anything good anymore.  I'm clinically competent and very safe as a physician, but I'm talking about the environment I'm in.  I feel so worn down and that no one at work cares. I'm nervous about talking to them about how I feel because I don't want it to seem like I'm weak or maladaptive.  I just want this to be over. Thank you for reading and supporting me